Everyday I have been thinking what will happen if i disappear in this world will the people around me be sad or happy, this few days i have observe the people around me and i finally have the answer for my family and relatives. The answer is they are not sad at all as if i disappear in this world they would not be able to pay a lot money for my illness and the trouble that i have made, although the teachers in riverside treat me well but i can tell that they are afraid that i would faint i know that they care for me but i don't think i deserve this kind of careness.
For the other hand which is my friends i have observe some but i don't know how to face them as u know that they are quarrel about the friendship, and i have to stuck at the middle of them so i really don't know what to do any more i am really sad i wish that maybe if i disappear in this world they are happy.
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